It took me almost a year to realize I had stopped something I had begun. I received a mail from a stranger who said she liked my Article. I guess it kind of worked for someone atleast. Glad now I can die happily. But before that I have this few things I need to get right or rather get done. Like few friends I had stopped talking to. I took a bit of effort to get in touch with them you see.
More than a year back one of my friend happened to hack into my account to read my private mails. Well I hated it to the core. I mean how can anyone do such a thing of reading a personal mail. And then there was a series of moment I felt my privacy was thrown in air for all to see. I shifted to a shell. and got away with all these so called friends. But u know some really weren't at fault. But I had to move on and so I did. Almost a year passed and my life was different now. I had quit my beloved job out of frustration too.
When after so long I tried getting in touch with them they did respond. We had a good time again. But u know that was just one day. We hardly were the same old friends. Some said they have moved on which I till date don't believe. But they never did make an attempt to get in touch with me. Well, it hurts so bad.
But then God said LOUD CLEAR--- Dude!!! Move On...
And I hear it more clear now. I left them behind but with a sweet note that said- U can comeback to me anytime.
Time passes so fast. Its been two years since I quit my job, Its a great feeling to have so much time pass by and not have realized it. I see so many changes. Beautiful ones. But what I see now is my outlook and my exposure and my knowledge has furthered. It always does right with time. Yes it does but when u cover yourself in a confined group of people it is way slower.
I see I reached further in life which otherwise I wouldn't have if I stayed there where I belonged. I mean God took a great decision for me and told me to do the right thing - To move on. It worked for me. He wanted me to see the world that I ones wanted to see without the usual restrains. I made awesome mistakes and emerged to become a different and better person, u see.
Looking out of my balcony at the blue sky I feel fresh and renewed. I remember why I had wanted space from them and had gone into shell. I wanted to grow which I remember seemed impossible with them. When I went back it was my way of saying sorry to them for an abrupt decision I made for my life. When I called them back into my life It was a way to see if those guys understood me. When they didn't turn up I realized they had moved on and weren't actually that great of a friend because they didn't wait. And when I moved on I felt a clear heart because I had done my apology part with truest of heart. Now its time I keep moving on. Life too short to have burdened heart and to live with it.
But well it all worked out after almost a year. Sigh !
More than a year back one of my friend happened to hack into my account to read my private mails. Well I hated it to the core. I mean how can anyone do such a thing of reading a personal mail. And then there was a series of moment I felt my privacy was thrown in air for all to see. I shifted to a shell. and got away with all these so called friends. But u know some really weren't at fault. But I had to move on and so I did. Almost a year passed and my life was different now. I had quit my beloved job out of frustration too.
When after so long I tried getting in touch with them they did respond. We had a good time again. But u know that was just one day. We hardly were the same old friends. Some said they have moved on which I till date don't believe. But they never did make an attempt to get in touch with me. Well, it hurts so bad.
But then God said LOUD CLEAR--- Dude!!! Move On...
And I hear it more clear now. I left them behind but with a sweet note that said- U can comeback to me anytime.
Time passes so fast. Its been two years since I quit my job, Its a great feeling to have so much time pass by and not have realized it. I see so many changes. Beautiful ones. But what I see now is my outlook and my exposure and my knowledge has furthered. It always does right with time. Yes it does but when u cover yourself in a confined group of people it is way slower.
I see I reached further in life which otherwise I wouldn't have if I stayed there where I belonged. I mean God took a great decision for me and told me to do the right thing - To move on. It worked for me. He wanted me to see the world that I ones wanted to see without the usual restrains. I made awesome mistakes and emerged to become a different and better person, u see.
Looking out of my balcony at the blue sky I feel fresh and renewed. I remember why I had wanted space from them and had gone into shell. I wanted to grow which I remember seemed impossible with them. When I went back it was my way of saying sorry to them for an abrupt decision I made for my life. When I called them back into my life It was a way to see if those guys understood me. When they didn't turn up I realized they had moved on and weren't actually that great of a friend because they didn't wait. And when I moved on I felt a clear heart because I had done my apology part with truest of heart. Now its time I keep moving on. Life too short to have burdened heart and to live with it.
But well it all worked out after almost a year. Sigh !
